we all have some regrets in our lives. things we shouldn’t have said or done. things we should have said or done better. friends we should have appreciated.
i feel bad that my dad didn’t live long enough to see my kids. my mum has, so its still a blessing.
i feel bad that i’m forced by circumstances to work abroad and so far away from my family. my first-born sees me for two months only in every two years. and as for my second-born, well, i’m missing out on all his milestones: first smile, first tooth, first time sitting down, first word, first time propping himself up, first time walking. by the time i’ll be going for vacation, he’ll be one year old plus, already walking and looking at me with the puzzled face of “who the hell are you and why is my big sister all over you?”
i don’t regret marrying and starting a family late like i did. God’s time is the best and i suppose i was waiting for my soulmate to come into my life.
oh well, tech is forever changing and i’m always hard-pressed to keep up with it. i was just trying out my Microsoft Word App because i love writing when i have the time and sharing my thoughts and opinions.
abukarkenshin 